BANG

Okay, booked out yesterday afternoon really stressed, worried about how to pay the 1.2k with my measily 500 pay. I still have USD but baam i chanced and played the mtts, down ~$100+ it was okay, den, internet crashed when i was 10 tabling turbo sngs and deep in a $55 and $26. Came back to see myself blinded out badly and 0 turbo sngs running. That was so bad, $200~ damage, chilled and continue trying out the $10 sngs and BAAM crashed again. Fuck it man this time i tilted everything away. Its okay, i will be back.

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From now on i will be focusing on survival, surviving till i O.R.D, no point trying to get big scores, taking stupid shots and stuff. I just want to be debt free by Oct 2011. This is the current goal. And i didnt run bad, i played bad. Ending this weekend with ~$60+ profit from 6 hours at the $10 super turbos. Looks like the $5s are more profitable for now.

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I'm kinda feeling tired from all these relationships. They are so far away, and i think i can't accept anything from them. When i need money or anything, i do not go to them. What's the point of having someone who is there for you when you do nothing about it? I sound a bit contradicting. I will just do what i can and let the job show the results.

Time for some updates!

Actually i had 2 very long and excuciating blog posts in my handphone but couldnt seem to copy paste it. Mmmn Oil kinda called me and told me she was pregnant. G-G i was juz about to break up with her after deliberating for so long, den she told me this. But kinda sorted things out and we both agreed that we should break up for now until at least after i finish my army. As for the child, i think shes 90% gonna abort it. Im not ready to be a father also i mean. Aiya i dun feel as bad as i felt 4 days ago. Thanks lynne for being there for me really! Means so much to me.

Everyone is chasing me for debts right now im up till my neck! Really dunno how to manage all this debts. Im making abit of money online but its so hard to withdraw also. Sending checks.. im not sure if it will work and moneybooker's side i also not sure. Gotta go to camp in 1 hour or so.

Okay, favourite time! GRAPHS!

ALL-TIME super turbo 9-man(first 128 were $2 and the rest are $5)

And lastly, the SUPER graph of the 1st week of july!

I know you cant enlarge the graphs for now, will do it nxt week. sorry